50 Hurting Experiences...from Loving

1. Letting go of a person you've just learned to love
2. Reminiscing the good times you shared together
3. Shielding your heart to love somebody
4. Trying to hide what you really feel
5. Trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall from your eyes
6. Loving a person too much
7. Giving up someone you never thought of giving up
8. Having the right love at the wrong time
9. Taking the risk to fall in love again
10. Hiding your relationship from someone else
11. Controlling your feelings to avoid hurting a friend
12. Thinking of him/her every waking and sleeping moment knowing all the while that he/she never even thinks a single thought of you...
13. Letting go, because everytime you see the person, you only fall deeper
14. Holding back only to find out when it's too late, you both felt the same way, but were only
scared to lose each other so much that you didn't let the feelings out
15. Falling in love with someone you didn't mean to fall in love with
16. Finding the perfect guy/girl...with only one problem--- he/she doesn't love you...the way you
want him/her to...
17. Helping the one you love "court" your friend / helping your friend "court" the one you love
18. Seeing the one you love crying for someone else
19. Waiting also hurts like hell
20. Having to hear "... I've met someone"
21. Agreeing to his/her wish to 'just be friends'.
22. Asking his/her freedom back bcoz 'he'd/she'd be happier with him/her'
23. Asking you to 'forget that everything happened' and be 'normal' friends again.
24. Hearing that you're treated as a little bro/sis
25. Sharing his/her future plans for the guy/girl with you.
26. You stopped being friends bcoz his gf/her bf asked him/her to.
27. Being denied in front of people.
28. Telling you lies where he'd/she'd been when actually, he/she was with a 'new friend' or an 'old flame'
29. He/she told you he'd/she'd be leaving you to return to his/her ex? the one he/she left for
you!
30. Breaking someone's heart
31 .Fighting for that one thing that would make you happy that is, holding on to a person who can not guarantee you his/her commitment unless he/she fix himself/herself...then, you are left hanging for the moment...then he/she says, time will tell... ang labo lang niya...but you still decided to hope in him/her and trust him/her
32. Pretending you're OK when inside you're dying...
33. Pretending to be strong.... and recognizing your weakness...
34. Lying in bed each night, thinking of that special person you can never have...
35. Being with someone you can't actually love...
36. Pretending you don't love a person whom you actually love...
37. Being in love...
38. Letting go even if you really don't want to... having no right to say you are hurting because it was your decision
39. Seeing the person you love hurt because of you... and not being able to help that person...
40. Having the courage to say "I LOVE YOU" to the person you love and finding out afterwards that things will never be the same again when he/she doesnt treat you with the same closeness as before
41. Having to face the fact that someone is capable of completely destroying the wall that you have set for yourself, leaving you weak and vulnerable
42. Admitting that you love someone despite his/her imperfections
43. Finding out that the more you try to hate him/her, the more you end up loving him/her, perhaps even more than before
44. Realizing how stupid your mistakes were that led to your break-up.
45. The thought that this guy/girl, used to really love you and you loved him/her as well but you didn't give enough and he/she gave up on you
46. Sharing the one you love with SOMEBODY else.....
47. Making a promise....and realizing that when the time has come for that promise to be delivered....the commitment is no longer there...
48. Violating your parents' rules for that someone that you love.
49. Leaving your long-time friends because the one you love cannot accept them.
50. The hardest thing about love - believing it exists.



don't take it too serious,
make it simple..
read, understand, agree or disagree.

got this while i was playing around the net~
dunno to whom i supposed to credit this to~ =3

waaaa~

long time not touching this eljeehh~ xDDD
it's not because i didn't read fanfiction anymoww~
but simply because...hmmm~ my stoopid brain cant reach LJ gyhahaa~

well, i got new addiction~ imie's fic kkkk~
waaaa~ one of the fic i read online~ that's because i love it very very moochh~ <33
and i commenting on it xDDD which rarely i did~ i'm such a loserbutcute silent reader, y'knoe~! xDDDD

oohhh~ how i miss FREAKISH so much T___T
i hope she will update it sooner~

and and~ i forgot to post in here, that GHOST OF YOU has a very great ending!
i love it, but feel sorry can't managed to gave her comment at that time...because i was on my Hiatus for one whole month~

okaaayy, i'll stop babbling the rubbish with my broken-english kkkkk~
i'm just sooo hyper today~
gonna meet some friends YAY~ promise to force ask them to read my lovely kim jaejoong~!! gyahahaha~ i'm soooo addictive to it~


over and out,
miss.fabs~ <3



PS : my real blog ---> missfabulousfelicity.blogspot.com
just drop by if you have time ^^ but sometimes i used bahasa~ (yes, i'm indonesian xDD) --> nobody asking, oh i'm so full of myself -___-""

aaa~

finally, i decided to post something here..
after many years i didn't xDDD my bad..
it's just my life getting hard to deal these past 2 weeks.
i got many problems..
plus, i just found out that my bestfriend lied to me all this years..
yeah sucks..and then again, this was the best part, she also called me BETRAYER for helping her family to met her. aiiish...

oh well..these couple of days i re-read some fic..like, FREAKISH *i've read 2 times in One day xDDD*, Night of Passion, Happily ever after...NoT, etc. *i forgot -Dooh!*
talking bout Freakish, i think i'm sooooo much into this fic..really! oh and she updated chap 26 already YAY! love ya seungjea!
i fell in love with JaeHo relationship here...

uuuuhhh...i've been waiting for some fic to update now..like :
- Ghost of You,
- Anata no Memory,
- Happily ever after..NOT!
- Bond That Shift,
- Fake Love
and of course..
- FREAKISH korean vers hehehe

i can't wait...i can't wait!! i'm dyiiinggg~~

oh oh...does anyone care to tell me where can i get softsubs for MAGO MAGO ARASHI March 3, 2007?? i know it's kinda thousand years ago HAHA..but..omooo~ i want to understand what they say hahaha~

i'm off~ hunting for another Jaeho haha...or JaeSu maybe?? oowww..hehe

OMO~ why minnie?? gyahahaha~ i want Jae!! Jae please!!!

aaa~

finally~ i've made my First Post!!
it's already 2 months since i've registered here~

actually..i made this journal to fulfill my obsessions of Fanficz HAHA~
coz sum of LJ has locked~

aaargh~ my english sucks~ so..sorry if you dun understand any of my words HAHA~
hontou ni..gomen~

first i did when i'm activing this LJ were...
adding Hope_To_Faith's LJ~ OMOMOMOMO~
kinda dying for her Fic, [b]Ghost Of You[/b]~
i fell in love with YoungHo there~
Omaiiiigaaawwt i think it's one of the THUMBS UP fic i ever read~
felt little bit sad to found out that she didn't updating it yet T__T
aaaaa~ and and~ she likes Arashi too i think~ i read some of her post~
OMOMOMOMOMO~ this girl is <3

and then...

join Orange_Petal's community~
i just looove her BooJae fic~ HOHO

and then...

trying to customize this blog..but, i felt kinda bored in the middle of doing it~
aaaa~ maybe i'll do it later~
(i even didn't put my user pic yet *sigh*)


anywaaaays...
maybe..most of my post here will be full of my comments of the latest Fanfic i've read~
yep yep~ it's All about Fanfic kiddoo HAHAHA~


well well...done with rambling~
i'm going to catch sum new fic~
*JaeHo alert*

*waves.happily*